Monday 25 April 2011

25-4

25-4
a retire ceremony for miss teoh
our beloved add maths and maths teacher
she's leaving
YES!
she's leaving.
and 4E sang a song for her
and once again
i want to scold a teacher
a fatty damn ass hole
i saw her fxxking face
i really wanna punch her.
she asked us no need perform,
cause we're talking
fk up la
she have no right to cancel off our perform
who she think she is?
just a small damn it in our school.
miss teoh left
some students cried
for me i didnt
and many students took a nice photo with miss teoh
for me i didnt
cause i just dont like take any photo.
nice.

this two days
i didnt sms much with my B.B
maybe going to exam
she's studying?
who knows?
but i really miss her
in school i dont even have a chance to talk or chat with her
now sms less.
haih..
just want to say
i miss you
B.B
hope you study well
and get a good result
and hope this thursday you can come and support me
cause.
you are my B.B

3rd
just cut my hair
became so damn ugly
and yong sui
!!!
i dont like short hair.. =.=
and forehead many pimples la..
god damn ... zzz
i hate my hair
why everybody's hair so straight
my hair curl here and there
??
UNFAIR!!!
i cant get a good hairstyle
because of my stupid hair.
damn it la.. !!
can anyone tell me what to do?
grhhh!!..
i have no face to see my B.B tomorrow..
zzz...

Friday 15 April 2011

我很想...

我很想听你打鼓
我很想看着你的眼
我很想跟你在一起
我很想你跟我聊天
我很想跟你一起下课
我很想跟你贴在一起
我很想告诉你我爱你
我很想听到你的声音
我很想你恢复我的信息
我很想你主动发信息给我
我很想与你分享你的一切
我真的很想很想你
我很想你爱我

你想吗??

Wednesday 13 April 2011

我是失败的

教师节彩排
再次证明了我是失败的
我真的没有领导能力
我们的表演可以很好
可是全被我搞砸了
是我接受剪短歌曲
失败了两次
两次!
我真的很讨厌
我们的团
真的很不合作
算了
我放弃了
我真的没有领导能力
唉...

Sunday 10 April 2011

Digi Live???

a competition in 1U.
joined by miner, chen yan, chee yen, brian foo, joshua ng
and rubbish chinz
early in the morning
i woke up and prepared everything,
then went to 1U,
i seem like very confident izzit?
i really hate myself
WTF!
reached there saw many small boy boy
waited for long,
miner came, chee yen came, finally chen yan came
they are pretty
then register,
our section start on 2.30pm,
so we still have lots of time,
just hanging there,
min er and chen yan so yeng
paktor all the time
i chose to sleep on the chair
with a book cover my ugly face
till 12.00+,
had our lunch, teppanyaki
then walked back to the stage there
the stage damn small
those audience all standing only
sleep till kuan tee them de turn
i watched them
damn yeng
their dance move damn nice
lots malay carrying their guitar
some of them pro
some of them nub
i just slept there,
till 2.15+
changed my shirt,
then my 堂姐表哥came to support me
and we practiced for a while
finally our turn,
sat there, and started the competition.
all malay
just we chinese
so damn kek sui
and the judges also malay
i really hate it la
we are at the almost last there
started the competition
all band like very pro
and one band kena "ting"
means the judge press the bell, and say tata
we really scared kena ting
waited for 30 minutes +,
finally our turn
i wore like a bastard
walked to the stage
and set up our instrument
then started our performance
we like idiot only
there's nobody scream for us
even our perform is nice
they just stayed tiam tiam there
they only cheer for those malay
cause at there
90% of them are malay
2% are indians
8% left is chinese
our first part of the perform
chen yan solo sing
even how nice is her singing style
they all stayed tiam tiam only
after finishing the first part,
proceed to the second part
wipe out
played by brian and rubbish chin
our wipe out is really nice
but what those audience did?
stay tiam tiam there
and only farm them cheered for us
thankiew!
a malay drummer
even his drum skill suck
still lots people cheer for him
and scream like hell
suan
maybe i not that lengzai like those drummer do
then 3rd part
chen yan solo sing
damn nice also
but no clap or cheer from audience
we like clown again
then i solo beatbox
now i only realize that
if u want ur beatbox sound nice
u must tell the PA to do something for u
and i didnt ask them to higher the gain
my beatbox like air
NO SOUND!
then,
last section
price tag
we all played together
first verse was nice
second verse
chen yan off beat
not to say that is ur fault
then, we kena ting
after the judges ting we all
i really like OMFG
losing all the control
and just emo there
my 堂姐 trying to calm me down
but cant
sorry 堂姐 for being no manner
i didnt reply you when u talking to me
and i wasted ur time here
really sorry
and my 表哥 also
sorry..
we kena ting
is our instrument problem i think
1st brian's acoustic problem
he said that my guitar sound weird,
i dont know why he said that
so he prefer used his own
with a suck cable
and made all the noise from the amp
quite irritate
and the volume damn low
2nd
Rubbish Chin problem
his beatbox was totally like shit
because he didnt tell the media what to do
and he dont know how to lead a band
even he is a leader
he still like a slacker
do nothing just call for a jamming

then i moody for damn long
till we went for a movie with min er them
felt better
but once went back home
started to emo in my room
locked myself in the room
and thinking
what the hell i did for this competition
i'm the one who asking someone not to cry
but cannot control my emotional now
feel like wanna cry
but force not to

and at here
i want say sorry to you all
1st
Cheong Min Er
sorry to you
i like forcing you to join the competition
and wasted ur time in school
ponteng for so many lesson
and a very sorry to you
cause when we're performing you only played for about 30 seconds
then we kena ting
and made u late for ur piano lesson
skipped ur tuition class
and wasted ur mum time
fetched u here
and disappointed ur mum
sorry to you.
2nd
Soo Chen Yan
sorry to you
i didnt lead good in this band
ur voice nice
but just our band not that nice
our 默契 with you still not that strong
and sorry to you
when i playing solo drum with brian
you dance there
ur image gone.
really sorry
i should not do that.
and same
made u ponteng ur class for this whole week
wasted ur time
sorry Chen Yan
3rd
Chee Yen
Sorry to you
made u poteng ur class
miss so much of ur homework
and ur mum
wasted her time to fetch u to here and there
and support us there
ur mum sure quite disappointed right?
helped me say sorry to her
i'm not a good leader.
sorry
4th
Joshua Ng
sorry yea
i know today you have activity in your church
and you skipped it
ur bass is nice
say sorry to your mum
cause fetched u to my house and bring so much of things for u
and wasted your time
5th
Brian Foo
sorry to you
Made ur dad angry because of fetching our members
and disappointed ur dad and ur friends
and wasted ur energy
cause thursday and friday u brought ur amp and guitar to school
its really heavy i know.
sorry..

and here
i wanna say
sorry to you all
we failed in this competition
most mistake done by me
sorry everyone
and those who go for support
sorry.
i didnt make a perfect perform to you guys
and spoiled KB good name
sorry

by: Failure Chinz

Friday 8 April 2011

自作多情...

我知道了
原来我是自作多情
看了后才知道
这次心碎了,也就无法粘回了
我心碎,情绪零碎...

haih

Form 4 life,
really miserable for me.
i think i changed quite a lot.
my socialize not that good in form 4.
i dont like to talk with others now.
and
i changed into a very bad manner boy
XYZ comes out from my mouth always.
tried to control.
but cant.
dont care la..

today,
i really quite moody,
early in the morning,
practice for the sunday competition in school lo.
stayed in the chamber room for the whole day.
till 12.00+, we left the chamber room
and chit chat with friends
someone said that
someone is leaving next year
she will not in KB anymore
after i heard it,
quite down la.
haih
started to emo.
i dont know what i'm thinking about.
for her, i might be a tiny sand
but why i care so much of her?
i really dont know.
haih.
自作多情..
then someone cried there
when i saw she cry
haih. i dont know what i can do there
i hope i can comfort her
hope can make her smile
but i cant
what i can do
is just leave there
and let u calm urself, or let ur friend to calm u down
i'm really stupid isnt it?
but i just wanna tell u
i really care about you
really worry about you
still left 1 year
1 year time for me to see u
cut the holiday and weekends,
i just left about 135 days to see u in school
or maybe will less than that.
for me, is really hard to talk with u
ur phone run out of credit so fast
or even u have credit, u wont text me
even i text u, sometimes u wont reply
in school when i talk to you
u seem like not wanna to talk with me.
haih.
i really moody now
next year
2012,
i hope u wont leave MY
i hope u can still study here although we are different class
i hope i still can see ur pretty face in school although u are not looking at me
i hope i still can talk with you although u like dun want to talk with me
i hope i still can sms u althout you didnt reply me
i hope i can still make u smile although its hard

but could it be?
haih
i'm talking to the air
haih.....
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Tuesday 5 April 2011

. .. ...

wa lao
this week i ponteng many class
cause i prepare for a competition this sunday
haih.. dont know la..
now i dont have any hope on it lo.
cause we are really lack of practice... haih

k la. change topic
yesterday, dad brought me go buy shoe.
went jusco there lo.
sian.. i really dont like there.
at there d shoes shop..
ah dui. no nice shoe la.
i just like one of the nike shoes there
wahehaha
guess how much.. RM 349.00
what the hell lo.
so expensive, i think at the curve there can get a cheaper one lo
so i decided not to buy it..
but i scared no more time to go there lo
haih..
then balik kampung
liong shao hong hong.. =.=
i hate shopping.. zzz

ok la.
today,
pj period.
i play like babi only lo
kanasai eh. we climbed the wall there.. hehe
then played volleyball wa lao eh.
i dont know how to play lo.. zzz
then my left hand no more energy.
haih..
then balik class.
after recess. i ponteng all the period, for practice lo.
in hall there play guitar and piano lo.. haih..
then min er and chen yan them came,
haih.. very sian lo.
i really scared cause someone like bey song already..
ah dui..
didnt talk with her.
haih.. SORRY LOH!!!! ==..
till school ended, balik kampung..
haih.. memang sian.
my face d pimples getting more and more
i just can say
WTF!
this saturday IR
everyone like going with a group of friends or couple couple
me??
i really regret that i bought a ticket lo
i just go with hoongpin.
b an idiot there already. haih.
saya mau orang teman saya pergi la!!
kanasai eh..
this few day want fat mou edi..
handphone tiam dao like hell.
ah dui..

Saturday 2 April 2011

dump thing

k la..
long time no update jor..
today so free.. ma update a while lo..
lai i tell u guys about something syok.

going for a competition,
i dunno when is it la..
if not mistaken is 10th of april at 1U,
who want support then come lo..
hehe..
but like lack of practice...
no time la.. i'm so busy always.. haih
too bad..

then, today went back from shao mu..
zzz.. damn hot la..
and so sian there.. hai yo..

nowadays,
i have a bad habit
i always on my facebook
waiting for someone.
for quite a long long time
but she always didnt on..
but i still waiting there..
haih... quite childish la..
i really dont know what she's thinking
and hope to talk with her,
but i dont have any chance to talk with her.
maybe she don't give me a chance?
haih. suan la.
her phone no more money
even if her phone got money,
she also wont sms me lo..
feel so sad..
so sad...
haih..
speechless..

and one more things
nowadays,
my socialize getting worser and worser.
maybe i dont care about that?
and i less chat with girl right now.
cause i dont like talking with them
sometimes i choose to emo myself
cause i dont like talk with you guys
cause i dont deserve any friends
i just want a friend can speak into my heart
thats enough
and i just want a friend that
treat me as a good friend.
can talk to me
comfort me
or encourage me in something.
1 is enough
and now.
i have it
so i will just spend all my times with them
and those who always treat me as transparent
i really hate u.
but from now
YOONG CHIN WONT KACAU U GUYS ANYMORE.
cause he found where he should be.

and one more things
i dont really like to talk with girl now.. dont know why...
cause when i talking in a group,
i always left out by them.
and now.
i choose to alone
choose to chat with my GAY friends.
thats me.
bla bla bla...